Hmm..its saturday..i start to blog bout...11.45.. but now it has past 12.00.. Gonna sae bout pass few days.. Yupp
Thursday- Hmm..Project work? yupp..no project work..i went wif jk and xz..abit sian diao.. coz..i extra again...SK got ivestiture.. but its very hot..well SCORCHING HOT!!! but we continue playingbb..went mac rest..went 7-11 to buy drinks.. hmm..nth much.. den went home..reach home bout ..7? yarhh..den today..really abit emotional.. i took a can of tiger beer..and i drag it.. finish it within 2 glups.. i really a bit dRANks? but... & i slashed luhhs.. cry till very jia lak...hmm den oioi at 9.30..
FriDay- YEARHHH.. today ishh derrhh best day sehh... Got lesson lyk no lesson.. Chinese i can slp.. I wanna get into CHINESE lesson mre.. hmm...first fifteen mins..emo'ing.. listen to song whole day.. slash four on my hand.. slp for another 45mins.. when teacher ask me to pass up my werks.. neber do luhhs.. she ask me stay back do... i dint hear tat luhhs.. but i heard my frene told her i sick.. so cant do.. HEADACHE Till very Jia lak.. hahas.. she believe and she want me to rest mre..
HACKKAIRRE her ofcuz.. hmm..den aftertat.. when PL with XZ,JK & yeowxiang.. play bb luhh.. STILL! ITS SRCOTCHING HOT den..4got wad tym...Sk cum join us after the duty.. 3+4? btw..YX when off quite early for NCC... and dunno wad time..follow by Marcus,GuoDong,YongChin,Aloysius,Clarence,Ian,Edmund n Shurong Almost whole YYBB'C'Boys.. haha..Tio reject two balls by Marcus..LOLS... Den tio bang seh by XZ & Sk... left me wif guodong.. we watch the pl training..den i slashing thr.. guodong playing My psp.. lol..Balls keep hitting him..HAHA..
den walk back with GD to his hse htr..he pei me wait ferr 62.. he gd gor gor lols.. hahas..at night? Talking to GDnYJ on the phone.. bt YC kept changing to another line.. so Gd n i kup the phone.. i got nth to do..lols...
Saturday- Hmm i wake up at 11.57.. Feelin ache over whole body.. WORSE PART!!! got diarriorea.. SIan larhh... den bout 1pm..got my tution with GRAPHS!! @%^#@#$@%@#$ AGRHH.. juz wanna my math to improve.. and get into the science i want.. bout 2pm.. when to collect the study Grants with my sis and mum... ITS STILL FREAKING SCROTCHING HOT..
When we manage to get my sis into the hall.. we went to Compass buy Cup Walker.. hmm..its Fastuating,, the Women dunno ENG.. we got to order others things.. HMM.. den? go hm..straight away i change and when down on a lorry.. yarhh..with my CAp.. I Really LURVE LORRIES!!! even think of marrrying some on with LORRIES.. LOLS.. I noe its Lame.. YARHH!!! WE sing-out-LOUD THR.. On the FUN-LOVING LORRIES TRIP.. to a temple in bedok.. we sing many song.. The BEST DAMN THING BLEEDING LOVE SKA8ER BOI HAHASS.. LURVE IT.. Wehn we reach thr..its kinda boring..hmm i playing psp..den my uncle say.. Play this kind very gd arhh.. I tell my mum..hmm Doesn't HE NOE.. I CAN FIGHT BETTER?.. LOLS.. juz abit sian diao.. when reach home..conference with XZ,GD & YC again lor.. hahas.. Noe Y YC can grow so fit and tall? go ask him urself..he shuld noe by now after the conference..
GOT Damn FREAking Sian now.. but no matter wad.. I noe I wun STOP SLASHING.. Tmr is such a long day.. 9am to 5pm will be at the temple..goin thruu e Ruitual!!
PIC PIC PICS!!!(abit scramble anyhow..)
Whats inside?
The Paper hse for my uncle and Grandpa
Having confernceWith:]XZ=]GD=]YJ=p
GOTCHA!!
She hiding from the wind
ME..
My sis Cant open her eyes..due to the wind
My dad and sis
My hand
AT PL...
My sis got the study grant at SKCC
My Sis..
On lorry-.-
Bout tis week...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Week not yet end..but shuld be arnd seven days lerhh..Frm last thursday.. got pic down thr...firstday of sch?we went pl play basktball..we waited ferr guodong yong chin they all.. hmm at the lift whr i took the photo(previous post).. wait ferr..damn freaking..long...hmm... now my leggies..got a bit skin problem..damn itch.. yarhh.. i slashed again..but i think this tym really ferr fun.. last tym..is due to many things.. haiZ.. I STILL LYK THE FEELING WHEN I SLASH.. i am real sad... but i dun wish to see my friend cry again.. n of cuz..I DUN WANNA TO CRY... yarhh..i will stop here.. A pictures speak thousand of words...isn't?
Ha..This Week-photo...
hey guys!!SMILE BIGGISs
error...my hand...HEEs i so ungly again..Haiz..All chio bu... Yea Jing and Esther arhh...so ugly(I MEANT ME) Prinary sch frenes...hmm..candy and esther..
Building Indoor stadium... While waiting ferr guodonh to finish cut hair.. Here use hair clip to slash.. Present frm Huiting.. Use penknife bakk...hmm..a small cut near wrist..
This Week
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Hmm.. this week find a new song... this song is a bit back in last year..or even earlier..not sure..but heres the karaoke version from youtube..hmm tired..Wanna go oioi.. ya..but dun feel lyk slping..hmm
Got Tagged..
Thursday, June 19, 2008
1. do you wish to get married? [x] Currently--Nope
2 what is your favourite animal? [x]Pen9uiin & well? Cutes ones
3. who is the person you trust the most? [x]MYSELF&XIUZHEN&SOKKUAN
4. do you think you have enough confidence? [x]Sumhow Nope?
5. if you have a dream to come true, what would it be? [x]Vision to predict future--althought not verry gd choice
6. are you satisfied with yourself? [x]SUmhow--I enjoy being myself
7. what are you afraid to lose the most? [x]Family&Friends--(included etc; HP, Purse&Psp)
8. do you believe in eternity love? [x]When i am truly in lurve--i will believe or dream of
9. have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide? [x]Huh..DENFINATELY-NO
10. what do you like about yourself? [x]When i am myself=]
11. what are the requirements that you wish from the other half? [x]Caring, friendly, Understanding, GD temper&LURVE me..
12. what feeling do you hate the most? [x] When i started to hate..
13. do you cherish every friendship of yours? [x]I had not yet mastered it--Bt i trying my VERY VERY BEST=]
14. are you happy with your life ? [x]Well..Thr is no Happy Smooth Sailling Life(HSSL)in this type of Pratical life..
15. what do you dislike the most? [x]If i am goin to say out..It WILL be Kinda lyk..Nvr end?
16. who do you hope to be always there for you? [x]Friends&Family
17. what do you regret most in life? [x]Not yet mastered CHERISH
18. what kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye? [x]One huu's one'll remember&call whenever they feel lyk chatting or in nid of Counsell
19. what are you currently doing now ? [x]Isit obvious--Finish the taggies's werks
20. what do you love the most? [x]Everythings Tat CARe bout me..Of Cuz..LUVRE me..
wad you wan?
Hmm..quite a freaking upset day.. but wif all my frens...from pri to secondary fren accompany.. ii am much much BETTER THANKS GUYS..I REALLY LUVRE YOU GUYS.. I CHOOSE A BRIGHT YELLOW.. WANNA YUO GUYS TO BE HAPPY. LEAD ON A HAPPY LIFE WIF YER BF LEAD ON EVEN WITHOUT BF!!! HAHAS..its is too mushy? Aiyer...but i really understand sumthing important,that i will remember.. when you cum in to a fight with a friend..the best remedy, its not cry,not confront,not angry,not upset, and of coz..Not hate.. Its alwaes TIME, FRIEND, some UNDERSTANDING and CONCERN.. Althought the friendship might no be mended at the end..but alwaes remember it by heart.. Not the fight that you guys went truu,its the time you guys had fun,the tym you spend together... Craft sumthing memoriable into mind & heart.. Blow sumthing bad away by ur mind & heart... Thngs do change.. Netherless PPL? Humans are emotional animal,who changes alot..when go thruu different type of treatment given,surrounding and wad afected by friends,family & ppl tat surround them.. As human..We change, but its hard for us to accept changes.. we usually dun accept and expect ppl to change.. but we ourself change without even we consious bout it.. We had to learn to accept and adapt to changes..and not waiting for changes to control us...
Gotta freakin upset...angry and disapointed.. wad you tinkin?i dunno..if you are angry..i can try to cool you down.. sad?i will try comfort you.. Dun wan me go..?sae in a more mannered way.. Whats the point to lie..No space? hey..i got lot more fren other den you... Sister is not for you to vent ur anger.. pls..I need a reason...
More of Sk Yesterday
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Hmm..Yesterday..tired ahh.. Morning XZ and SK cam to my hse to do project.. Den we went to Compass... Before reaching..we meet ht top gif her the science paper.. den we went thr.. we eat in the library.. den joon cum find us... HMM.. Window shopping fer dunno how long.. WE den went to his block thr play Basketball.. den 4++ we went off.. Pei SK go mini toon buy gummies.. den window shop fer a few min.. den we break up arnd at 5? she ask me go hm play maple.. den go play maple luhh.. she train so fast.. i lyk noob..here call thr call for help.. hahas.. den at nite..got a fight with my DAD.. haiz.dun few lyk saying bout it.. worxx.. Den went home read magazine.. Xz call me..sk call me.. XZ wanna jio me and Sk out.. but Sk got Prefect thinggis.. i can go but..Dun wanna be lightbulb.. hahas Den think maybe..i go with her first..when joon cum i went off... but this morning she call me dunno how many TIMEs.. ii SLPPING sia!! haiyo..in dee end i ask them go watch KungFu Panda.. Den i nvr go le.. HEE... Go photo to show... hee
SK eating in library>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sk Shooting wif lollipops in her mouth^^^^
Drinking Ribena..goin to break up^^^ Gummies Chewy^^^^^^
单恋的暗恋
This the feeling of ppl who fall in SINGLE-SIDED-LURVE：
my chinese not very up to standard..so just briefly read truu..dun gif me hard tyms..thanks lots and lots..
Father's DAY..
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Happy father days to every father... AS WELL AS my FATHER!! i am sorry to say..this is the first father day tat we actually celebrate it.. I start to celebrate it coz i dun wan to regret it lata on..So HAppy father day.. juz think tat my father is working on father makes me think life fer him is so miserable... PA!!!I LURVE EWW!!!!!! Truly Deeply madly.. Yahh.. I dint write tat on mother's day.. MUM!!!I LURVE EWW TOOOOO.. Madly Deeply Truly.. I starts to tink to the positive side of life.. who makes me think this way? My mum, my bro... REally WANNA sae a VERY VERY BIGgis THANK YOU TO THEM... no more slashing... But i do hate the guys...Lying to me sae they was kick out of T-Net... dun feel lyk toking to them.. Especially GD and ZB...they last tym trick me make me angry.. still not enough mehh? HMPH... NBM..
Suddenly feel lyk saying sumthing Firstly, I lurve my FAMILY.. Secondly,MY FRIEND..(Friends and basketball is equal..HEHEHE) Thirdly,I lurve my Handphone and headset. Fourtly,Penguin and lollipop...ICE-CREAM too!! Fifth,My bed and PSP...
SIEN DIAO!!!! I LUVRE TO BE LAMERS IN MY GROUP OF FRIEND!!!!
Second week of holiday..
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Phew!! Training started!! I went to two boys match.. aiya.. wan go CS'ing.. show photo next tym..
Bleeding love by LEONA LEWIS
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open And it's draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars For everyone to see I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
The song is nice but sumhow..I will ask fer help IF i'm in dishh situation I hope my frenes can pull me back when i am falling.. talk louder,GUYS FILLED me with Doubt that will stop me!
TAGGED by amanDa the panDa
1 . If your lover betrayed you , what will your reaction be ?` Let it be,tat gerl may suits him mre. 2 . If you can have a dream come true , what would it be ?` I'm abit greedy=] MORE WISHES 3 . What will your dream wedding be like ?` With my Love present! . 4 . Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ?` alwaes . 5 . What's your ideal lover like ?` I lurve him and he loves me<3 6 . Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone ?` I vouch for both :D but i'd rather loving someone . 7 . How long to you intend to wait for someone you really love ?` Till i am bored and sad 8 . If the person you secretly like is already attached , what would you do ?` Let him go , wish them happiness . & get on with life =] 9 . Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?` Yuupp!My Family luhhss 10 . What do you want most in life ?` Everyting ? 11 . Is being tagged fun ?` YES . ! xD 12 . How do you see yourself in ten years time ?` WERk lyk FREAK? 13 . Who is the current most important person to you ?` ???FRIENDS 14 . What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ?` ppl who fllfiled wishes?HEE 15 . Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?` If married to a worthy guy , i'd rather married but poor .Single and rich may mean you might be lonely and have no true friends ): 16 . If you could have any animal for a pet , what would it be ?` either a dog or a hamster . Penguin perhaps? 17 . What is one of those things which you prefer not to do ?`Waiting to be rot 18 . What do people usually call you ?` haha , that's easy . OHHS?Penguin,Chicken?all bird type luuhhss.. 19 . What do you define as a bad day ?` When i CRY hard OR SlaSh Hard 20 . If you have to choose between love ( as in boy-girl relationship ) and friendship , what would it be ?` FRIENDSHIP OF COZ!!! Rules OF The Quiz :A] people who have tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike witha new questin formulated by them .B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse . These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by .Continue this game by sending it to other people .If you're name's below , YOU'RE TAGGED ! (: ♥Esutaa ♥Sokkuan ♥Ah Zhen ♥Cianyuh ♥Mark ♥JiaXin ♥Stephen ♥ChoyTing
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