Its Chirstmas!!!
&
i got my present..
from Mum:Mp3 player(not yet open up)
Aunt:fancl face care
Bro&his GF:Magic poker card
CousinJess:earring
CousinJuven:Necklace
SIs:A PENGUIN!!!
yups..
basically..
i love the last present..
hehe..
got new things to hug hug lerhhss..
hmm...
wanna change blogskin..
but lazy..
tmr goin out wif my sis..
YEP..
sumtym
its not i want to flare up..
its because,
i really dun understand..
y am i the one kept
suggesting whr to go..
&
you guys does,
is jus turn up
or turn down...
i was lyk?
i rather go wif my sis alone
and shop alone
since you guys jus
have two action in mind..
where else?
i nid frenes to really give opinion..
sumone who can really cares
mre bout wad they want,
and not wad they can do...
im SURE..
thrs sumday,
i will go shop in orchard..
even if i m alone..
or even with my sis
&
cousin..
i dun wish to be constrain
in a world
control by parents..
&
i am sure..
i gonna suceed.
bye
Ellos..
nth to say..
basically,
thr trng on thur and CCAB
Labels: Joyce was sick and emo...
yo im back..
yup..
stop quite a long tym
hmm..
nearly chirstmas..
now the league was
over..
we are bad..
how?
we are out..
but no matter wad..
we still do our best?
hmm..
i score a total of
5 marks in this league..
dough its not much..
but its a improve..
i will jyjy durhhs..
hmm..
no matter wad happen
to the team..
hope we can still stay
together..
WOOTs..
TEAM on 3!
1!2!3!
TEAM!
this few days was
all basketball mostly?
nth much to tok about..
but i was now starting
my Amaths tution tmr..
n start abit on my POA..
hmm..
preparing for my
new life in 2009..
i will got to get good result..
i will wan to achive first in class..
A in every sub except ENG..
dough..
it mayb to partly wishful..
but i believe..
if hardworks stands 70percent
knowlegde stand 20percent
born-to-be stands 10percent..
with fully hardwork and abit of knowlegde..
i can do it..
jyjy..
i will not be slackin lyk wad
do in 2008'2C
..
STILL..
AMATHS!!
I WILL OVERCOME YOU..
I WILL NOT LET YOU BEAT OR
BRING ME DOWN..
YOU ARE EASY!!
HAHAS..
sound so stern..
aniwae..
i dun wish to see a
friendship break down
after next mid year..
Im too weak to lift the pain
but
im too strong to let go.
Labels: joYce--so penguinly random
i seem to lost myself in my own sight
GRATS!!
its my 80th post day..
hahas..
grats dat i have been faithfully writing..
hahas?
not really..
just dyed my hair to redish brown..
its wad i want..
the colour not much visible
when no light is shining on it..
but to sae..
i lyk the colour..
i dun think i nid to
dye back to black animre..
and next tym i will try purple..
WOOTS..
hehe..
hmm..
dun feel lyk goin to match..
i was lyk?extra?
go fer wad..
got me without me its still the
same..
so
wad fer?
aniwae..
hmm?
i dunno
uhhs..
its lyk..
lawrls?
sien..
aiyo..
nothing to sae..
Im back..
hmm..
its been such a long tym since last post,
hmm..
i rebond my hair leh..
will soon show my picture..
but not now?
now was tidying up
my messy and dirty room
hahas..
nw slacking while my mom is not
in this room..
lata goin to dye my hair..
YEPs.
finally...
i dun feel lyk goin to the match le..
i feel so useless now..
lyk burden..
sien..
maybe it really isnt meant for me..
wad i shuld do is jus
concentrate on my studies
and tats all le..
sien..
sumthing happen on yesterday..
my bro jus wanted a cupboard
From my room and without asking..
my mum sae kkae..
and he wan me to finish packing
the load and loads of book by 3 p.m..
but no matter..its over..
luck i dint do sumthing silly
despite the sharp things is jus beside!
1 grats to JOYCE
2 grats to PEN9UIIN
3 grats to my BESTIES..
HAHAS..
lawrls..
sien?
actually not this sentences durhh..
jus now my com
no batt..
den the com OFF..
now i forgot wad to write?
yup..
i remeber lerhhss..
yes i can dyed hair..
continue lata..
bye..
--continued at 8.04--
hm..not yet finish..got DAMN FED UP!!!
sien..you duno
how fed up tat i wan scold badwords sia..
SIEN!!!..
PARK..
i feel lyk giving it a damn liaos..
nth i can do sia..
all she noe is nag nag nag..
i dunno wad to do..
SIEN!!
scold agn..
sae i dunno do wad..
dun ask me do la...!!
After all its my ROOM sia!
continue lata..
--contined at 9.13p.m--
now was waiting for my
hair dyed,,the time not yet reach..
think lyk 9.25 den can..
hmm?
sien..
now i was lyk..
okae..
mood still okae okae..
not tat bad after all cox i am dye'in
my hair..!!<cox i wrote hand jus now><
hehe..
lawrls..
after dyed i will post my photo..
but its around 10 i guess..
hahas..
bye

today lose to unity..
scary..
i thot we can make it..
but at last no..
my family was used to it..
the seem to use to my expression
and misunderstand me
of misplacing sumthing..
which i dint..
y they dun believe me?
dun feel lyk posting..rushing to my left 4 dead gaming.. bye..
Ellos..
back to bloggin after a
long tym
basically..
match are going on lyk mad..
and if thr is no match..
i will be slacking..
not lyk wad a girl
should do luhhss..
lyk,,
go out shopping..
got lahh..
wif my mom..
go out movie..
lawrls?
no movie to watch..
lifes getting
much irritating..
i was lyk,,
hate my second uncle soo much..
but after yesterday nite
Things..
i feel tat he is
too in a difficult spot..
but he choose to
be in this spot..
wad mre i can sae?
shuld i hate him?
shuld i not?
i dun have a clue..
sian..
lata 11am nid go sch durhh..
but now..?
3++ not yet on bed..
juz now play Left 4 dead..
quite fun dough..
but..
haiz..
i got a thousand words to
say..
but i juz cant remember any of them..
frankly speaking..
idk y..
i still miss hym sumtimes..
but not tat often le..
jiaxin told me,,
life is precious..
i understand..
but..
nvm..
i dunno how to say..
juz tat..
i appreciated ur advice..
TRULY..
sian..
i really dunno le..
what lies ahead after aheads
is death..
y are we still goin thruu them..
its a job from the god?
or its a job from our parents?
AHEAD of me?
nth..
i got nth in my mind
to me..its blank..
its dark..
its nth..
i dunno wad can i do..
i dunno wads wrong wif me..
y am i so emo..
i seem to lose the
ability to juz cheer up sumone..
or juz lead them to the correct path..
i am now..
nth..
cant help my friends.
cant do anithing at ALL
sian..
wad mre?
i love the sunset
i love the dawn
i love the music
i love them all
i wish i am able to see them now,,
but now i was trapped,,
in a dream without love..
its might be true tat its my life
but lies ahead is my death..
but since to me its just a dream
wake me up
b4 i come undone.