Recently, i try to think,
about the past..
trying to reminscene..
however, i felt like i suffered from a memories lost..
HAHAS, sounded ridiculous.
Well im not joking..
I forgot about things between me and S.
and thing happen in my sec 1 and 2 years.
totally gone.
I started poundering, whats so great about it?
why i reminscene it so much earlier on?
Its like nothing at all?
about the past..
trying to reminscene..
however, i felt like i suffered from a memories lost..
HAHAS, sounded ridiculous.
Well im not joking..
I forgot about things between me and S.
and thing happen in my sec 1 and 2 years.
totally gone.
I started poundering, whats so great about it?
why i reminscene it so much earlier on?
Its like nothing at all?
Forgot everything about my friends, even times in CCA..
Whats wrong?
Whats wrong?
Even my Pri sch memories starts to fade..
i dont see the need in meeting up,
or have a chat once in a while.
Isit because im start to let go, or it is like what someone say,
Im plain Lazy.....
hais...
think properly now..
thoughts wander as close as it can get to the Os..
friendship which doesnt goes right add further stress...
i dint know.....
maybe because i m really plain lazy..
i dont see the need in meeting up,
or have a chat once in a while.
Isit because im start to let go, or it is like what someone say,
Im plain Lazy.....
hais...
think properly now..
thoughts wander as close as it can get to the Os..
friendship which doesnt goes right add further stress...
i dint know.....
maybe because i m really plain lazy..
i dont do what i should, like rmb friends birthday, giving them real sweet suprises.
Sms them constantly.
Sms them constantly.
Giving them support that they needed.
im just a plain bastard when it comes to friends.
i feel everything should stop.
im just a plain bastard when it comes to friends.
i feel everything should stop.
i wanna slow down,
i really start to have serious thought about leaving my life..
forgo my current Fb account, hp number, address, twitter etc.
life would be completely different.
Like deleting a save file and start anew.
i really start to have serious thought about leaving my life..
forgo my current Fb account, hp number, address, twitter etc.
life would be completely different.
Like deleting a save file and start anew.
come to think of it, i wonder is yj doing so?
is she leaving her life to live a new one?
is she better off?
i miss you...
and now, i feel like it takes little effort to hide,
hide ur true feeling and i dun cry so easily anymore.
Today, during the ritual,
when the ceremony's band started playing, a sudden rush of chill
rush right up from my toe to my head.
i feel like i have travelled back in time,
is she better off?
i miss you...
and now, i feel like it takes little effort to hide,
hide ur true feeling and i dun cry so easily anymore.
Today, during the ritual,
when the ceremony's band started playing, a sudden rush of chill
rush right up from my toe to my head.
i feel like i have travelled back in time,
to the moment of my Granny and Uncle's funeral.
i started to worry, will all that memories fade?
i want to go for a long bus trip!
i started to worry, will all that memories fade?
i want to go for a long bus trip!
a long long walk with no ending..
or simply a walk in the rain..
rain.................
i should stop..
i cant use all the time to piece up those memories.
bye bye.
or simply a walk in the rain..
rain.................
i should stop..
i cant use all the time to piece up those memories.
bye bye.
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