heyhey...
hahas..
yesterday night think alot..today oso..
up to a conlusion!!
will give up lerh..
guess its time to stop
deeper wounds.
there is no ending de..
sometimes we jjust had to give up when the tim has come.
Labels: ily. imlettin go
SUPS?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LAUPO!!
loves and hugs forever for you^^
hahas..today so tiring,
and got a very serious hang over luhh..
headache til siao..
abit mad at coach..
but afterall,
it for our own good..
den after training, jiu take bus go rivervale plaza,
help my mum get things..
shoe no friction..
so walk in the rain,
if not sure fall down if walk under shelter..
so..i drenched myself?
hahas..
Den reach home, watch cartoon..
den jiu go work le..
den during work got some dispute with friend...
pull my mood all the way down down down,
and its settle anyways!
hahas..
i fell down when i work luhh..
noe got blueblack..
painpain..
and i sick luhh..
all thanks to the stupid rain..
anyways!
im stupid too
hahas!
hmm..
and my phone crash sia..
sucker..
hahas..
anyway..
im pretty happy now!
ALL thanks to my babe esther!
and
my sis who keep cheering me up with her BANGS
MUAHAHAS
loves!
ily.&ijustcanstopit
Labels: ily.
Lawrls..
DRUNKDRUNKDRUNK..
hahas..
but cant lemma mum know..
HMMP
so now i think i am feeling better..
but my head very heavy..
dunno what will happen today!
after sometimes,
'/IMKINDASTILLWAITING
feruu
Labels: YEAHYEAH
hiee!
posting again..
just create a sister blog with esther..
A new life is waiting for us to start.
perhaps its really time,
if being sad is wasting our time,
i have been wasting hell lot of time.
so,,
a change is needed.
next year will soon be here,
cause now is holiday,
Good times flies..
next year..
WOW.
nownow,
Gotta concentrate on BB..
dun give up..
do what we can..
tmr trainging..
hais..
tired!
anywayys..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!
YAJUN!
Labels: woots
Wow..
today woke up at 7.45
actually should wake up at 7.30..
den lazy..ytd sleep too late le...
hais...
today lost to C boys,
we gonna win them the next tym..
den after training jiu go find mum..
help her work..
wah..dunno run how many block sia..
tired ye..
den half way gastric cramp...
hahas..
let see this whole week can push myself to the limit marhh..
tmr find ppl go play bb,
den thurs&fri go bb and work..
hahas..
lets see where my limit stand...
i wanna rest le..
hais
&&
please,if you dun like it,
can jolly well click the redbox
on the top of this screen,
Labels: Exhausted
hais...
i wan to old back to the time,
when i am not in good terms with anyone,
even my family.
i dun like making choice between
family & friends
Basketball & studies.
i thot all will turn up to be well..
balance.
but in the end,
nothing is done.
and i got myself so stressed up.
i seem locked up in my house..
but actually, i have been locked up
to myself.
i feel so stress.
i starting to hate ppl to ask me out.
i started hating to have friends and family.
i just wan to run to a place to be alone.
i dun wan to give my friends up
or even my family.
perhaps its my life..
everyone had to gone thruu this,
but y am i the only one who cant decide?
i started to miss my life,
when i do stupid things.
it rather not that stress then i have to keep
reminding myself, it will hurt ppl around me.
i feel so helpless when i having bad mood.
i dun see the need to talk to ppl now,
cause there is no solutiion to my problem.
ppl will only say cheer ups.
It my granny last wish,
she wan every of us to get in to UNI.
but can i even finish my sec?
i really wanna to complete her last wish..
but i dun have the energy,
to completed studies and even reach UNI...
being such a failure,
i bring disgrace to my family.
and to my granny..
i need to say sorry to,
GRANNY,
my family
&friends.
Labels: SLASH
Sups?
Granny, finally got to know about ur last wish.
i will try my best to do it.
sorry for not studying for the past few months.
im sorry.
granny, ur last wish,
is my reason to move and continue moving.
Labels: last hope
