hais...
i wan to old back to the time,
when i am not in good terms with anyone,
even my family.
i dun like making choice between
family & friends
Basketball & studies.
i thot all will turn up to be well..
balance.
but in the end,
nothing is done.
and i got myself so stressed up.
i seem locked up in my house..
but actually, i have been locked up
to myself.
i feel so stress.
i starting to hate ppl to ask me out.
i started hating to have friends and family.
i just wan to run to a place to be alone.
i dun wan to give my friends up
or even my family.
perhaps its my life..
i wan to old back to the time,
when i am not in good terms with anyone,
even my family.
i dun like making choice between
family & friends
Basketball & studies.
i thot all will turn up to be well..
balance.
but in the end,
nothing is done.
and i got myself so stressed up.
i seem locked up in my house..
but actually, i have been locked up
to myself.
i feel so stress.
i starting to hate ppl to ask me out.
i started hating to have friends and family.
i just wan to run to a place to be alone.
i dun wan to give my friends up
or even my family.
perhaps its my life..
everyone had to gone thruu this,
but y am i the only one who cant decide?
i started to miss my life,
when i do stupid things.
it rather not that stress then i have to keep
reminding myself, it will hurt ppl around me.
i feel so helpless when i having bad mood.
i dun see the need to talk to ppl now,
cause there is no solutiion to my problem.
ppl will only say cheer ups.
It my granny last wish,
she wan every of us to get in to UNI.
but can i even finish my sec?
i really wanna to complete her last wish..
but i dun have the energy,
to completed studies and even reach UNI...
being such a failure,
i bring disgrace to my family.
and to my granny..
i need to say sorry to,
GRANNY,
my family
&friends.
but y am i the only one who cant decide?
i started to miss my life,
when i do stupid things.
it rather not that stress then i have to keep
reminding myself, it will hurt ppl around me.
i feel so helpless when i having bad mood.
i dun see the need to talk to ppl now,
cause there is no solutiion to my problem.
ppl will only say cheer ups.
It my granny last wish,
she wan every of us to get in to UNI.
but can i even finish my sec?
i really wanna to complete her last wish..
but i dun have the energy,
to completed studies and even reach UNI...
being such a failure,
i bring disgrace to my family.
and to my granny..
i need to say sorry to,
GRANNY,
my family
&friends.
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