Part of me

the very sour drink...

Granny...
i guess you dint know
how much i miss you..
I dint prepare have you leaving me..
i thought you told us you wanna go home..
i thought you will be able to go home..
i thought the smile you give means you are okay..
i thought i will not lose you..
i thought what the doctor say wasnt true...
i thought it was the machine which went wrong and not ur heartbeat..
i thought it was just a bad dream when i saw u in the conffin..
i dint know its gonna be the last warmth i get from you that morning..
Granny, i miss you badly,
what will happen to our promised..
i cant desribe the pain..
i want you back..
i want you to kick my ass..
i want you to tell me to eat..
scold me for keep using the com..
scold me for not taking care ofr my health..
tell me ur childhood stories..
bring me again to china...
tell me how great is the congee there..
how great is the soy sauce...
Let me the one to take up ur pain,
will you..
dun let me suffer...
i know it meant to be..
but im sorry..
i cant take it...
i cant show my how sad m i..
cos mami will be very sad..
i dun wan her to worry...
granny..can you...comeback?

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